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The world is a stage and all the men and women are its actors and actresses. They all have had been taught by their directors to be able to perform. Day in and day out they perform there skits for acceptance. Not for us, the audience, no no no, we are merely observers of the situation that is at hand. We are not able to control the motion of the performers are change the outcome of the story. We just sit back and watch and judge silently. But for whom? None other than the critic of course. For he is the only man (or woman) that they see out in the audience. And why is he the only one who matters and no one else? It is because he can do what the audience cannot. He holds the right to say what is good and what is not. So with the push of a key or two he can make actors stand on top of the world or make them the worst of the worst.

In this world the audience or the observers are those who are not wrapped up in the drama that happens on a daily basis and want to nothing but watch and see the turn out of the situation. As you probably guessed, the actors and actresses are those who are going through the current struggle or situation, and are the only ones who matter( sort of ). And finally the critic, the top of the pyramid. They are also the one who can resolve the situation, for one party its going they are going to be in a worse situation and for the other a good one, but none the less the situation has been resolved. The main role of the critic is for us to surpass our goal and the only way we can do that is by gaining the acceptance of the critic.

10 fingered ghost

Right before a race or event of some sort, athletes generally like to get psyched up for their race so that they get there energy flowing and hopefully go fast in the race. They like to feel at the peek of their potential, so that when they start, they feel like that nothing can stop them. So a question that posed me is that, what do the top of the top athletes listen to before a game, or race? And you cant assume what they listen to is based on there appearance.Because some of these athletes could be listening to something a little cheesy ( such as miley cyrus ).

As for me i listen to, a lot of cheesy crap, such as.... no I'm not gonna say I've just now decided. its for me and my ears only. You guys can assume what i listen to on my own, I'll give you a hint , its not miley cyrus ( really its not). But none the less there are also some rock, or rap that gets people psyched to play or race. Some people also don't listen to music to pump them up. Others like to just listen to the air or the sounds around them to get them motivated, Or just think of what they're going to do to improve the game or how they are going to execute it.


 But how and why do these things motivate us to makes go faster, be stronger, and overall better. Could it be that the songs them selves have make our blood pressure rise>, causing the our hormones to increase with speed, and that's how we go faster? I know right before i get on the blocks for a important race ( to me) that i spend the whole day before getting ready to swim as fast as possible and get my times as low as possible

yay cookies

The other day I was at my house and I had just got done with my homework for the night. I started to think what actually happens after death. There are a lot of different opinions, based off of religion and believe. atheist believe that nothing happened to them, if that were true then how would that work out, u wouldn’t be able to have a conscious or even when you close your eyes you see black as well as a ring forming in the center of the darkness. If atheists are right, then we would not be able to think to our selves or even be able to have a sense of dark or light. So what happens to us then?

Then there are religious beliefs that we die and go to heaven or hell. If that were true then how would be there. In hell there are descriptions in the bible saying that there are flames everywhere, there is also the stereotype of horns on your head and little black wings and a pointy tail. In heaven, we are supposed to walk through the gates of heaven on top of clouds with a halo above us. And as we go along the journey we are supposed to gain out wings. But even so wouldn’t heaven be ran the same way as earth? Living our live in his holinesses pressence. Do we die again, and then from there go back to earth or to another heaven, or what is it that we do from there. And in hell what are supposed to do? Do physical labor? What would be the point in that, mining to build to a goal, but what is that goal? So it’s a little weird and scary to think of what is actually going too happened to us when we die.

i dont know, i just wrote it

We all have something that we want to hide and keep shut out from everyone. Those couple of things that were embarrassed about to share with others. Such as a secret love for ice skating or guys loving to cook. It’s not just some people who have it, its everyone, who have their so called little secret. So why not just go ahead and share it out with everyone. I know it sounds a little crazy to do, but if you do it then there’s nothing to hide from anyone. Then when your friends want to hang out, you don’t have to make up some lame ass excuse of why you can’t.
For me, I have quite a couple of things I like to do that people find either stupid or nerdy. I actually like to watch anime. I don’t just watch it; I watch the English episodes when they come on TV. And I also watch the English subbed episodes on sites where the episodes haven’t been released yet. I even read the mangas of the same series that appear even farther in the series than the shows. I’m so addicted to it that I even know what day of each week the shows come out or when the mangas are released.
Another thing I used to do was play A LOT of online computer games, either MMORPG or RPG games. They get really addicting because you want to get further ahead of everyone else in the game and just be the best. But you eventually realize that it takes to long, so you quit. So how about you guys, what is it that you do in your spare time when your not at school or out hanging with your friends that you do that your afraid of people not liking you anymore, because your afraid of them not liking you for. If you tell your friends your secret, and they turn you down for it, then they’re not your real friends.

The Illuision Of The Night

What is it about night that makes it so mysterious? When you come out from a bright place into the dark and walk into the cool wind, what makes it feel so nice a calming. Don't get me wrong, I love the day. The feeling of adventure and life all around me when I'm swimming, running, or just hanging out. But there's a key element within the night that distinguishes their complete opposites. A feeling of sensation, running through the streets at midnight, the feeling that you cant be stopped and your unstoppable. As opposed to night, what is it?

Have you ever gone to a scary movie or just a movie where the contents of the film take place during night or real early in the morning? And once you walkout from the movie and it dark out, you have the foreboding feeling, the feeling that somethings going to happen. You don't know what or where or whom, all you know is that it is going to happen. Or when the cool wind is blowing during the night and its just you walking down the street, no reason in particular, just cause. It also plays a key role in romanticism. There's some thing that makes love just a little more romantic as opposed to day. No one knows why, it just does. And when I look up to the sky and look to the moon and stars, it feels like there's something bigger than us, more than what we as a planet know about space, something out there . n my opinion theses things are more obvious during individuals thinking times, real deep down thinking. Like on the weekend, when you have nothing to do but just think about the previous week and what you did and what you need to do to better the next one.

These are what distinguish night from day on a larger scale than that of obvious characteristics such as dark and light.

on a personal note, i know this sounds kinda fruity, but o well........
as long i can people to agree with me, than that just proves im right =)

statenent of purpos 2.0

My original statement of purpose stated that I was going to critique on plays and helps get some jobs for people. I’ve decided not to do that anymore. I am going to write about whatever I feel like from now on. It is too hard to focus on just one topic and try to write about it. It’s a lot easier once inspiration has hit you, then you can write a great blog on many topics as opposed to a crapy blog on one topic. This is why I’ve change my blog from “behind the scene” to “the wonderful random life”. So I dint keep my word on my statement of purpose and failed on my goals. That is why I’m just going to write about whatever.
This time I’m going to try and write about real issues facing America such as my blog post “the fat man inside” and whatever I feel like is going to explode from my skull onto the screen. I hope that this blog will get a lot more views or hits, whatever bloggers do? I really want to include some of my dreams that I have. I have some really great, bizarre, and entertaining dreams. I would like if every once in a while I’m going to ask if people could give me a topic to talk about. So if you guys would be helpful enough and just spam a bunch of topics on my post, than that would be really helpful, but only when I ask for help.
So for this quarter I’m going to try to stick with these guidelines and follow them by word. Unlike last time where I just blew it off and just blogged about a lot of different things, don’t get me wrong, I think blogging about more than one thing is a great idea, but it’s also a good idea to follow what you say you’re going to do

testing

This weeks hasn't really been the best for me. Its about the end of the quarter and my parents think im going to fail chemistry. They think I don't have a plan for getting my grade up by this Thursday In fact I do have a plan. It sounds simple and not like a plan at all, but my plan is to do well on my test tomorrow I've quite prepared for the test but if I don't do good on it then im kinda doomed. So thats my only plan. Not a good one but its going to work. As for my other grades I'm on the border line of math, I have eleven missing assignments and yet im still pulling off a b in that class. And I have a test in that class as well. I hate math, I understand it and im quite well at, its that im lazy and don't like it.


So for tomorrow I have to pass all my test, witch is a little overwhelming. And on top of that im on border line for p.e. I have a B+ in that class and I want to get it up to an A if possible for the end of the quarter. So nothing but all test, except for my English class. I have an A in that class and there's no test this week (I think). How fun, If I can pass all my test within the next two days then I'll have good enough grades for the quarter and I'll be able to play water polo again. And if I can then I can go to league and possibly get some more varsity time and beat the hell out of people. I kinda just wanna beat them up for all the stress Ive been under for this week.

I have bout another two hours for tonight then im gonna take a long ass break and go clean up my room. Study some more and then , who knows. I'm probably gonna worry for the rest of the night about my test. O well that's how life goes. WISH ME LUCK!!!!!! EXPLODING PUMKINS FTW!!!!!!!!