testing

This weeks hasn't really been the best for me. Its about the end of the quarter and my parents think im going to fail chemistry. They think I don't have a plan for getting my grade up by this Thursday In fact I do have a plan. It sounds simple and not like a plan at all, but my plan is to do well on my test tomorrow I've quite prepared for the test but if I don't do good on it then im kinda doomed. So thats my only plan. Not a good one but its going to work. As for my other grades I'm on the border line of math, I have eleven missing assignments and yet im still pulling off a b in that class. And I have a test in that class as well. I hate math, I understand it and im quite well at, its that im lazy and don't like it.


So for tomorrow I have to pass all my test, witch is a little overwhelming. And on top of that im on border line for p.e. I have a B+ in that class and I want to get it up to an A if possible for the end of the quarter. So nothing but all test, except for my English class. I have an A in that class and there's no test this week (I think). How fun, If I can pass all my test within the next two days then I'll have good enough grades for the quarter and I'll be able to play water polo again. And if I can then I can go to league and possibly get some more varsity time and beat the hell out of people. I kinda just wanna beat them up for all the stress Ive been under for this week.

I have bout another two hours for tonight then im gonna take a long ass break and go clean up my room. Study some more and then , who knows. I'm probably gonna worry for the rest of the night about my test. O well that's how life goes. WISH ME LUCK!!!!!! EXPLODING PUMKINS FTW!!!!!!!!

o well

Aw water polo season is almost over. And I’m not sure what I’m going to do with my time. Maybe I’ll take driving classes to get my permit. Or I also have the options of getting a job to earn me money, or even actually do my homework for a change, or do nothing. At this point, doing nothing but sleeping sounds really good right now. I’ve been so tired, I get my seven hours of sleep a day(I think ), but when you exert energy like I do, then you tend to need a lot more sleep than most average people do.
My life is wake up for morning practice, go to school, then go to practice, go home, eat, then do my homework ( if I’m actually feeling up to it, and if I’m not I just don’t do it), then take a small nap and repeat the schedule all over again. But lately I haven had to do a lot of that since my grades were bad, I took some test that I had missed from the week before because I was sick. And I scored really well on them, so now all my grades are back up and higher than they were before. The only grade I don’t know yet is my chemistry grade.
The thing is now that I have all this extra time, I’m now able to get my homework done and just lounge around. So I not being on the team for now is forcing me to think what I’m going to do. I like playing, but if I do I don’t have as much time to do all my homework so that I can play. I guess I’m going to have to make some personal sacrifices if I want to continue doing both. But I think it will pay off in the long run.

the luxury's of being sick

The last couple of days I was sick at home with the flu. First day I walked around, with a blanket and a phone, when your fever is around one o two, you tend to get the chills. After my first day of hell it was the weekend, I was home on the computer looking through my music library, and all of a sudden, I hit the music jackpot, a whole page filled with Beatles songs. So what do I do? Naturally I fill my I-pod jam packed filled with the Beatles. So the rest of the day I gets my homework done, while blasting the house with Beatle songs.

Sunday was pretty much the same thing except my brother wanted to play super smash bros brawl with me all day, and of course I won, not much of a surprise. When Monday rolled around my brother had gotten sick, Thanks to me of course (yesssssss), and I could only think what the hell was I going to do today? I walked back and forth with a blanket, and a can of dr. pepper in the other. I went over to the computer and started seeing if there was any other available homework that I could do. I then started to watch episodes of other shows to catch me up to the finale.

It’s finally Tuesday and now it’s not one, or two, but three people are sick now. My family is home hanging out and were doing nothing, and I’m growing with anger as the boredom starts to corrode me slowly. My brother still wants to play me in super smash bros. brawl, and of course I still win. So I finally go back to school, missing out on an ass load of homework. And now I have to make all that up and all my test, and because of it all this my grades drop derasticly and I have to bring them up. So what’s the luxury of being sick? The funny thing is there isn’t any. Being sick is a double edge sword. If u gets sick, you get to stay home and hang out for a while, but when you get back you have to make it all up.

Morning meal

So during the morning what do you grab? A bowl of cereal, yogurt, monster (and yes some people do drink monsters and other crap in the morning such as rockstar or eat candy in the morning, why?), what ever you can? During the week not allot of people have the time to grab an actual meal from home. Me for sure, I don’t. I got to morning practice on Tuesdays and Thursdays, from five-thirty till seven-thirty. Afterwards I have and egg mcmuffin (homemade), and a cup of yogurt, every other day I just grab cereal, if I even feel like eating. But mostly I don’t eat during week days.

Now it’s the weekend, what do you have? Same thing? I sure as hell don’t. I wake up, walk around for a minute or so then make myself some good pancakes. And I don’t mean that bisquick crap (as good as they are). I’m talking about good old fashion, made from scratch pancakes. Buttered pan so that the pancakes get golden and taste better. Sometimes I’ll make myself some scrambled eggs with some Mexican cheese mix on top. Fluffy, cheesy eggs. And I’ll add a side of yogurt with some granola crushed and mixed in. sounds good doesn’t it. One morning I was making some pancakes in the morning for my brother, mother, and myself. I went over to the fridge and grabbed the jelly, went over to the cabinet and grabbed the peanut butter, put the two on each side of a pancake and made a sandwich out of it. I know it doesn’t sound all that good but it actually does. You know what they say, don’t judge a book by its cover. Go ahead and actually play with your food and experiment and see what crazy good taste you can come up with, how do you think they came up with sweet and sour chicken?

Anotations on racism article

(6.) “Yeah, I just found out that Cleopatra was a Black woman.”

“What?”

The first student went on to explain her newly learned information. The second student exclaimed in disbelief, “That can’t be true. Cleopatra was beautiful!”


I think that this paragraph is completely fucked up in the most logical sense. The person who says "Cleopatra was beautiful is completely making a racist statement. By saying that, they are assuming that you have to be only white to be pretty. which is not right at all. There are many handsome and beautiful people of all races in the world.

THE POWER OF DREAMS!

When you go to sleep you generally have a conscious dream, a dream where you see and hear what’s going on in your dream, right? I’ve discovered that you don’t have to follow the storyline of your dream. As crazy as it sounds, you actually do have control over what you do. One night dreamed that I was fighting monsters (I know cheesy), I then said "I wish I had powers" and as soon as I did I started fighting back with fire shooting out of my hands. As much as it sounds to be a fruit saying this, its true, you can do anything you want in your dream. There is so much potential in a dream that you can access in there that you cant in reality, so don’t let it got to waste, go ahead and try to do it.

This is why I am the way I am today. Because I get all my ideas from dreams, that and from getting bored. Unfortunately I have not been able to activate my “dream powers”. The other night I dreamed that I pointed my fingers into a gun formation and I was shooting the opposing team that was attacking us. All of a sudden I run out of “ammo” so I said “I wish I had more ammo” and then I tried shooting, but it dint work.
I’m not sure if I wasent able to get it to work or if im getting to old to the point where I actually don’t believe in crap like that. Either way I should be able to fix it next time I have a conscious dream.

Have any of you guys been able to do this? If so I really am interested in hearing about what you have done so I can try it out.

the fat man inside

Ok admit it, everyone has a fat man inside of them. You can be one of the biggest, strongest athletes and yet you still have a fat man. I’ll be the first to admit it, everyday I got to practice, Tuesday and Thursday morning, I get my ass out of bed at4:40, got to Emma Hood Pool, run the Alameda garage, four times up and four times down. After getting back, I go to the weight room, with tons of free weigh lifting and a lot of conditioning, and abs work outs. Go to school for nine hours, and then go to afternoon workout. Once im done with my homework and its time for dinner, I just forget that im not supposed to be eating so much, and just eat till I feel like I’ve had my rightful amount for the work ive put in and just relax the rest of the night. Sometimes when it’s past dinner I’ll go and snack.

I’m not saying that it’s ok to pig out twenty-four seven and eventually get fat enough to the point where we eat our own weight everyday, and then eventually have to get into one of those scooters with a basket in front to go to the grocery store and get stuck inside of it. Just so you can eat more and become a couch potato and just die of a heart attack. No one I think wants that. At least unless your ok with that then , go ahead and do so, less money the country has to spend right.

So maybe you should get up and just start a basic routine. Start walking to end of your block, then around your block, and just keep building up and so on, I know it sounds hard, and you have to do it everyday, when really you don’t, its quite simple, just start a simple routine and keep building on it. Unfortunately if you don’t you’ll become the fat man inside.